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2009-08-27T12:05:00.001+08:00

ok.
i miss BF so much..

2009-08-06T12:40:00.002+08:00

just curious ...
a song that i heard just now.
and here are the lyrics to it.

Tittle:Cinta ini membunuhku
Sang By:D'Massive

Kau membuat, ku berantakan.
Kau membuat, ku tak karuan.
Kau membuat, ku tak berdaya.
Kau menolak ku, acuhkan diri ku.

[#:]
Bagaimana, caranya untuk,
Meruntuhkan, kerasnya hati mu.
Ku sadari, ku tak sempurna,
Ku tak seperti, yang kau inginkan.

[Reff:]
Kau hancurkan aku dengan sikap mu,
Tak sadarkah kau telah menyakiti ku.
Lelah hati ini meyakinkan mu,
Cinta ini, membunuh ku.

Bagaimana, caranya untuk,
Meruntuhkan, kerasnya hati mu.
Ku sadari, ku tak sempurna,
Ku tak seperti, yang kau inginkan.

Kau hancurkan aku dengan sikap mu,
Tak sadarkah kau telah menyakiti ku.
Lelah hati ini meyakinkan mu,
Cinta ini, membunuh ku.

Woo… Hu~u… Haa…
Lelah hati ini meyakinkan mu,
Cinta ini, membunuh ku.

2009-08-06T10:43:00.000+08:00

2 agonizing week........

2009-08-05T09:45:00.003+08:00

went to SCDF HQ at Ubi yesterday for the paramedics interview (simulation test)..
..i'm really really interested about the job...
Well,have to wait for 2 working weeks for the results...
just wait......................

2009-07-17T09:31:00.001+08:00

ok.
i'm so freaking pissed.
stupid taxi driver.
really ruined my mood.
grrr.

bright blue sky.

2009-06-07T20:13:00.009+08:00

ok..hello people.

i had a great time yesterday with BF.

thnx to all the people who wished me on my birthday.

really appreaciate it.

yesterday was out wif BF to marina barrage.

Photography session wif my new toy.

i finally own a DSLR camera.

Canon 1000D.

well actually i had to share with my brother.

but who cares.

i can finally get my hands on it.

hehe..

well.here's some pictures that i took.

arhh crap

2009-06-05T16:19:00.002+08:00

ok.now i feel kinda shitty.

im 2o tmr..

dammmnnnnn

old old old old old old old old old oldo old old old old old old

arrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhhhh

i didnt noe dat its gonna be dis traumatizing.

for me though.

dua puloh sen..

haiyah.......

the big TWO ZERO!!!

2009-06-02T09:35:00.003+08:00

OK.this is so traumatizing.
im turning 20 this weekend.
shit man..im old................
F***

ok whatever..

anyway the official new moon trailer is out!!
woohooo!!
cant wait to watch it at the movies..but its only gonna be at bthe end of the year.
k.blog again some other time.
chao

Need a job.BADLY.

2009-04-04T18:08:00.004+08:00

ok..its been almost a month that im stucked at home....
geesh..
being unemployed really sucks..
yes..UNEMPLOYED..
bloody hell..
a really bad time to graduate sia...
very hard to find job..
arrhh...stress.

i've already applied for some part time jobs while waiting for the job that i really wanted..
and ya..as you guys can see i've just changed my blogskin..
being unemployed really gives me a whole lot of time to do all this things...

Haiyah.....
stress hor.....

2009-04-03T13:25:00.002+08:00

You'll never noe wats in store for u in life.......

You'll never noe wen ur time is up..

Hidup cuma hanya seketika...

Yang hidup akan mati...

Yang mati tkkn kembali lagi..

Tiada guna untuk tangisi.....

Semoga rohmu dicucuri rahmat....

AMIN....

My Quibblo Personality Quiz Result for: The Attitude Test

2009-03-07T22:21:00.003+08:00

OK.just to relax my mind after revision.I did a stupid quiz for fun..teehheee...

The Attitude Test

Laugh it off

you are very optimistic. you don't care what others think of you and you like to joke about yourself all the time. you are great company and never have a worry in life... your greatest strength is the ability to laugh at your problems... very few people can do that. some people adore you for this quality while others think your just plain mad! but you don't care what they think of you and your always in your own world.

Fun quizzes, surveys & blog quizzes by

2009-03-06T10:53:00.006+08:00

a very good morning to everyone!well not morning actually.it going to be noon soon..ya soon..

teehee..

was supposed to meet kudut for today but was cancelled.As always lah kn.I really cant believe that i am done with school..omg omg omg!i need a job!really super duperbly hope that i will get selected to go to the 2nd round of police officer's interview..

Other than police officer i have also applied for CNB twice..again they say they will contact me within a month.As for prison officer they turn down my application..i just have to be ready for more of that.i just got the feeling it will happen again.Its better to get myself prepared.

And if get called for the interview and selected i will have to cut my damn hair.bloody hell..i've not been cutting my hair for abt a year and i have to cut it to my ear level..its damn short lah..and it must be short for a year and after that u can grow back ur hair..but i think its worth it.dont u think so?

ok.i got to stop.i have to do my revision.Exams are round the corner.

Adios amigos.

2009-03-05T21:10:00.004+08:00

ok kudut.i really miss u.MISS THE OLD U.whatever happens now is a test for the both of us.well.u need to learn how to divide ur time equally for work and me.seriously.i hoped that after what had happen makes u realise.....

Today is officially the last day of school.gosh..time flies real fast..haiz..im sure gonna miss the schooling days..im gonna miss my classmates..im gonna miss my GFs...now,i have to face the harsh world.im turning 20 soon..holly crap.i cant believe im really saying that..i still think im 18..i dont wanna get old..but i cant stop that.so just face it no matter how much i hate it.And yesterday i went for police officer selection assessment at Police Cantonment Complex.its my dream to be a police officer.i dont care what people say.Its my dream.I will do anything to acheive my dream.I went for the selection with badd,her bro and zul(dayah's tunang).

Need to do lost of pyshological test..crazy test..it drives me insane doing that freaking test..anyway,they say they will contact me within 2 weeks to 1 months time.And i makes some new friends too!Ira,Ismah,Salawati and ......i forgot the indian lady's name..

And my final exam is on Monday(Project management) and Tuesday(Public Relations).Need to chiong arh!!ok..blog again later(which is like 1 month later)hehe..ok people.take care.

Happy Valentine's Day!

2009-02-14T22:50:00.004+08:00

Happy Valentine's Day to couples celebrating it..

ok..had a great day wif th BF just now.

Got 2 surprises from him..

very very sweet of him..

its really unexpected as he's not the guy who has lots of surprises or tricks up his sleeves.

so when he surprised me it was like the most shocking and wonderful thing that he had done for me..

im really lazy to type it out..

so here's the picture of what he gave me.

well,its only small little things..

but its the thought that matters..

love him to bits..

ok go.

2009-01-22T20:07:00.002+08:00

FUCK!
2 days before the event n im falling sick.
woke dis morning wif sore throat and flu..
i've been sneezing my nose off.
its like the 23904859 time that i sneeze..

n ya..
i had the suckiest Friday last week.
i didnt went to graduation nite..
u wanna noe wats the reason?
ya..
its my freaking parents..
arrhh
it just sux..
sux big time.
im turning 20 soon for goodness sake.
haixx..

well.i juz wanna end it here.
i dun wanna elaborate bout it.
only my bibik noes how i feel.

so sweeeeettttttttttt

2009-01-17T13:03:00.004+08:00

ok..i really really fall in love with dis song the moment i listened to it...
here's the lyrics..enjoy...

Nafasku by Taufik Batisah:

Kasihmu
Di luar jangkaanku
Sulit rasanya hidupku tanpamu
Usah kau pergi jauh

Aku berjanji
Cintamu ku bawa mati
Tak inginku mula cerita baru
Diriku teruntuk kamu
(Semuanya untuk kamu)

Chorus:
Setiap nafasku
Berpesan padamu
Jangan pernah
Tinggalkan diriku

Sentiasa hadir
Di jalan hidupku
Yakini cintaku
Untuk kamu
(Hanya untukmu)

Aku menanti
Ketibaan hari itu
Saatnya kau mengucap cinta sejati
Dua menjadi satu

Aku mengerti
Kata-kataku percuma
Hingga tiba suatu masa
Semuakan menjadi nyata

(chorus)
Untuk kamu ku serah segala
Untuk kamu ku beri bahagia
Untuk kamu ku janji setia
Untuk kamu...

shopping!

2008-12-12T23:06:00.002+08:00

had a great day wif mum and the two little monsters.
we headed to jurong point to do some shopping.
well,i only get a few things compared to my little sisters.
hmmpf.not fair.
anyway mum got me 2 t shirts and a pair of shorts.
i got the "little miss" t shirt.original ok.new urban male punye.
got the "little miss bad" and "little miss sunshine"
i looked for the "little miss chatterbox" but that one was out of stock.
darn!
n yeahh.can wear the baju baru for my family chalet dis sun!
and i also bought a sandal from surfer's paradise.ok lah tu.
and and i wanna get for myself and ayg a pair of lacoste slippers.
tgh sale lah u.
hehe..

woohoo!!
so super duper excited to meet up wif all my cousins.
every year my family will have a get together.
most of the time is just camping and bbq-ing at east coast.
n dis is the 2nd time dat we're having the family chalet at costa sand resort..
i so cant wait!!
hehe
and at arnd 6 plus i went to holland village wif dayah.
wanted to talk to her uncle bout the food thingy for wendy's birthday but he wasnt there.

maybe one of dis days i will go there again..
and so..me and dayah got a little bit bored.
so we bought helium balloons!
well,actually i bought it for my two little monsters at home.
yeah.
bought the pink and purple balloons.
mcm coincident gtu lor.
the colour pink n purple kn wendy's theme for her birthday.
and soooooooooo..we did a bit of cam whoring.
just a little bit lah..
i juz hate taking picures..arrhhh..

ok deh.gue mau tidur.penat banget sih.slamat malam ya.hehe..

very very random

2008-12-11T17:52:00.000+08:00

my dream.my stupid stupid dream.

2008-12-09T10:53:00.004+08:00

okkaayy ppl..
im currently in class rite now..
hmm..
i wanna talk about my dream..

i dreamt about "Twilight"
well,actually i dreamt of watching it.
i guess that im super duper excited bout it.
ok.so here goes..(my dream)
i was at the cinema(i dunnoe which cinema it was.didnt recognise it)
n it was a shock coz i was wif "maggot" and "peanut" and maisarah.
it was a shock coz the 2 things that has " " is like no longer existant in our lives.(somehow)
n another super duper shock that maisarah wasnt even intrested in the movie.like wtf..
maisarah not into "twilight"?i think that will be the end of the world seh.
in the dream she was talking to me bout how the movie suck n she wanted to go back home.
n it was so weird that there were so many commercial breaks in between the movie..
so crappy..
ok lah.it was a short dream..

ok.on the lighter side,im so so so so happy for my bestie Dayah..
hope yesterday's event went smoothly.
her BF's parents went over to her place for merisik.(process before engangment)
wow..
my bestie getting tunang..
she says dat maybe the engangment will take place on July.
wow..
dah besar anak mak nie.
hehe..
im so happy for her..
one by one my freinds getting tunang/married.
first was Azidah.next is Hidayah..
wahh..
eh.btw biler gaknyer ehk si Azidah tu nk kahwin.
dengar2 nk buat kat Sentosa or some lavish hotel.
well.
haraP2 jadi ler ya..

one more thing

2008-12-03T22:03:00.004+08:00

ouh ya..
dun laugh at the song..
i noe..its very old school.
but hey,i love celine dion ok.
n her songs..
u guys should read through the lyrics of this song.

Celine Dion Because you Loved me Lyrics:
For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'cuz you believed
I'm everything I am Because you loved me
You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true I was blessed because I was loved by you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'cuz you believed
I'm everything I am Because you loved me

You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration T
hrough the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'cuz you believed
I'm everything I am Because you loved me

im baaaccckkkkkk!!!

2008-12-03T21:43:00.004+08:00

ALOHA!!
ouhkkayy..
i havent been updating my blog for a few months due to my laziness.
been kinda busy last few weeks wif the group project.
our task was dat we were supposed to do an event.
any kind of event.
so my group decided to be Party Planners.
ya.
we're doing on Wendy's 21st birthday.
woohoo.
our company is called "Le Cullens"
ya ya.i noe.sounds very "Twilight"hehe.
n yeah.we actually have a blog of our "company"so if any of u guys are intrested for us to plan a party for u, do contact us trough our blog.
u can also find out more about us at this website; http://www.lecullens.blogspot.com/
nyeahaha..mcm real je.hehe
anyway the prupose of us making the blog was to make as if our company is really real u noe..

n speaking bout "Twilight",the movies will be in Spore theaters by 18 Dec 08!
woohoooo!!
which is like 15 more days left.
finally the wait is over.soon lah actually.
cant wait.cant wait.
so freaking excited lah...
haiyoh..very the singlish hor..
ok mah..i want to call my mr.skinny bones now hor.
he's already bugging me.
okie dokie.got to go..
from today onwards i will promise that i will update my blog everyday.
hmm..well,actually dat depends........
sayonara ppl!

2008-09-29T19:12:00.005+08:00

finally i get to blog tonight..

well.Hari Raya is only few days away..

its kinda sad leaving the month of Ramadan....

anyway..i finally went out with ayg last sat.

he accompanied me to buy my shoes n beg.

bought the shoes n beg from charles and keith..

i miss him so freaking much...

its been a while since we met.

bought some things which i think is not neccessary at all.

hehe.i bought 4 pairs of fake eye lashes.

the in-thing right now i guess.

bought a blusher,eyeshadow and lip gloss coz i've already run out of it.

and ayg was so sweet,he bought me 3 pairs of earrings for hari raya..

in return,i bought him a pair of shades.coz dats wat he wants..

den went to buke at his place with all his family..

his family made me feel so welcome..

as if im already a part of their family.

its quite comfortable being around them.

ok i post some pics coz i still need to help mum wif some stuff.

ok toddles.blog again on Hari Raya..

to all muslims,i wanna wish in advance,

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!

...

p/s: i love you

2008-09-12T21:42:00.002+08:00

aloha!!
ok.im gonna make dis real short coz i need to call bf in a while.
hehe..ya i noe..its been ages since i last blog..
kinda busy during the month of Ramadhan helping mum wif the house chores and stuff.
extra cleaning up since Hari Raya is coming.
well,tmr gonna go Joo Chiat complex to collect my 3 pairs of baju..
i think dis year my family's gonna wear different colour.
ok wateva.
n on Sunday im gonna do some shopping wif mum.woohooo!!
need to get the beg n shoes from charles n keith.
n buy some makeup..okok
i need to call kudut rite now.
blog again tmr.
chao!

2008-07-29T20:47:00.002+08:00

okaaayyyy..
finally i bought the book.
the 2nd book of the twilight saga.
"New Moon".
bought it at Yishun popular bookshop on Saturday.
And finally i finished reading it just now.
Its my fastest "record" lah.
finishing a book of about 600 pages in 3 days.

Well.we're moving in the month of August pretty soon.
Which means i have roughly about 25 days left before ayg's birthday.
planned some things already..
Invited the bestest buds to celebrate.
well,who else rite?
the normal ppl we usually hang out wif.

Know what exactly i need to buy.
The presents and stuff.
The cake most importantly.
Well.nothing to worry.
I've already done my check-list.
Gonna do some present hunting nxt week.
i want to make his birthday this year as memorable as possible as he's turning 20.
Really pray that all the things will go on smoothly as planned.
Dilah gonna help me with the cake.
Really greatful for that.

Ok.gotta call dayah rite now.
chao!!

2008-07-25T19:39:00.002+08:00

damn,
im so pissed off..
went looking for the book i wanted but all 3 shops were out out of stock
darnnnnn

anyway gonna have a BLOGGER OUTING soon!!
woohoooo!!
cant wait to meet up all the LOVLIES.
serious they're beautiful.
really envy them..
ok.i noe.sound so lesbian..
maybe gonna play bowling..yeahhh...
hehehe..

well.nothing much happen in school.
only had 2 hours of design application,
den watch some performace in school.
the inresting part was the fashion show by the aussie students.
they created some dress which was superbly beautiful...

ok..im having a bad stomach ache.
since morning.
damn..

off to the loo.
chao

2008-07-22T20:40:00.003+08:00

ok.omg..
i just realised that today is 22 july 2008.
which means that,
tmr is my 15 months with ayg..
wuhoo..
actually didnt thought that the both of us could go far.
After so many things that had happened.
We still managed to get things solved.
I've heard many stories from friends about their love life.Their ups and downs.
Well,im not the type who likes to tell the whole world about problems that i've faced.Only tell my besties.They always there to give me a pair of listening ears.

Anyway,nxt month will be a double celebration for me and ayg.
Coz his 20th Birthday falls on the same day as our 16 months anniversary.
geesh.
dat means i have to give him double presents.
hehe.
mesti die suke lah nie.
aku yg terkopak..
hehe.
ok.adios amigos.
got to do the MICE project.

2008-07-22T17:42:00.005+08:00

yohaaa.

ok..there was a blood donation drive in school and

Mas,Razila,Umairah and myself went to donate some blood after school.

School ended at 11 and the 4 of us was given approved leave so we need not attend s&w.

Mai didnt came to school at all and Wendy and Erfa skipped s&w to watch movie.

Well,was really kinda nervous when the nurse was about to prick my hand with the needle.

ok.i swore the needle was big ok..

well i didnt quite hurt.thankfully.

only the part when they have to prick my finger for the blood test.

the nurse said that it will feel like an ant bit.

byk die nye ant bite.sakit nk mampos sak when she prick my finger.

ok.im missing my boyfriend real bad..

haiz...

ok.

calobeteh!

2008-07-22T09:45:00.002+08:00

ok..
i just read this blog,
http://memyselfmine.blogspot.com/
its just so super duper sad.
my heart feels for her.
Its just so heart wrenching reading her blog.
Her boyfriend was the one who died in brunei.
The army man.
Now she's all alone.
And even though he has passed on, he's still with her.
The memories still there.
The love.
And she's struggling to survive each day.
It just seems so hard.
She's really strong to go through all this..

Haiz..
well.after reading that,it made me realise that i we shouldnt take someone for granted.
Love them and appreciate them before its all too late.
Before its gone.

Ayg.i really love u.
I dun ever want to loose u.
Ever....
love u soo much..

2008-07-20T13:08:00.003+08:00

ok.somehow this picture reminds me of an octapus.its like as if i have 4 feet.heheh..finally yesterday managed to meet up wif ayg.hehe..rindu banget sama kamu sih.

actually wanted to watch batman yesterday but rmai sgt org.so we went to eat at Mac den we headed off to Esplanade to watch the fireworks.Irritating seh..terlamapu byk sgt bdk2 kecik.Bersepah sane sini.err..abe nk tgk2 org.step aku utang ko je asik nk tgk2.irritating sak.sewel btol.

I swear to myself that i would never want to jejak Esplanade lagi.

Anyway.Really had lots of fun wif ayg yesterday.hehe..while waiting to watch the fireworks,the both of us went to play at timezone or wat ever it is..dah jelak asik main pool je..we played the house of the dead.hehe..i was better than ayg lah.hehe..he suck..kejap je dah game over..and my points was higher than his.maklum lah,marksman katekn..hehe..ala..marksman pon time zaman npcc seh.hehe..

Den after that baru walked down to Esplanade.At first wanted to go Merlion.But the bridge was already packed.cant simply squeeze our way through.especially me.hehe.so left wif no choice but to go esplanade.It was raining cats and dogs lah.but we just sat down and wait for the fireworks to start.It was really pretty lah..hehe.Kinda romantic too..hehe.Anyway,this Wednesday will be our 15 months together...yeah..hehe..

okie dokie.continue some other time.chao!

2008-07-16T21:31:00.006+08:00

im soooooo in love with this guy.
hehe..
thanks to maiSARAH that i have a new crush.
and he's very dangerous.
He's a vampire.
He's Edward Cullen(Robert Pattinson)
hehe..
ok lah..
im just kidding.
Edward Cullen is a cast in the movie Twilight which is adapted from the
book itself.
Below is a picture of Edward Cullen and the rest of the cast in Twilight.

i've read the book oredi.
Twilight.
its really a good book.
Cant wait to watch the movie!.
The release date will be on 25th December 2008.
really2 cant wait.
woohhoo..
well.
currently im waiting for maiSARAH to lend me the continuation of
Twilight which is New Moon.
I'm so excited!!
ok..but im slow lah..
Others have already finished the 3rd book,Eclipse and are waiting
eagerly for the forth book...well i dun quite remember the tittle..
i think its called Breaking Dawn if im not wrong..
its releasing in 16 days time(dats wat maiSARAH told me)
And there will be a fifth book tittled Midnight Sun..
im so hooked to this story seh..

And oh..ya..well.."posing" with the book..at the same time showing off my new hoodie as well..nyeahaha..kk. bye people...good nite!

2008-07-10T11:36:00.003+08:00

ok.
i noe i've been MIA.
well.im updating today coz its maiSARAH's Bdae!!
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY maiSARAH!!!!!

woohoo!!
like finally u've turned 19 darling.
She's the baby in the group.
Everyone just love her.
rite?
hehe.
who wouldn't love her?
she's just so lovable.
her actions are just so cute.
FANA loves maiSARAH
HEHE..

ok.ayg's taking me somewhere next sat.
he told me to dress up as he's gonna take me somewhere special.
dang.
where will he take me.
wonder whats the occation.
hmmmm..
really looking forward to it though.
hehe.
well,this sat going to make baju raya at joo chiat complex.
i know its kinda early to make the baju raya but early preparations is always good i supposed.

OK.im missing my boyfrewn so badly.
been more than a week since we last met.
arhh..
cant meet him this sat as im out with my parents.
Sunday is always a family day and i cant go out.
And mon he will be back in camp.
Its only next week that i can meet up with him.

MISS U SYG!!!!

2008-06-28T20:51:00.010+08:00

updates!!

sorry for the lack of updates.

firstly im sick.as in really2 sick.
Have another appointment at Alexandra Hospital.

Regarding my throat.

Dont know whats wrong with it.

The pain only goes away only when i eat the medication.

After the medication finish the pain will come again.

And its not the normal sore throat.

Haiz..Need to go for another check up to really see if its serious.

Fuck man..

Now my hair is so dry.

Mentel sgt nk perm.

Padan lah muke aku.hehe

okok..get bck to my story..
Then my laptop ROSAK!!Had to send it for servicing at ACER.luckily have warrenty.if not have to pay sia.
ok..gal frewns asked me out to go Sentosa yesterday but i couldnt go.

Mum wouldnt allow me to go as i havent recover fully yet and im still having a flu.

13 June 2008- Went to watch ayg's POP at Bedok Camp

14 June 2008- Went to Discovery Centre(Family Day) wif mum.sisters n Dilah/Cik Sasa's

Wedding.

15 June 2008- Cik Sasa's wedding./Went to Alexandra Hospital.(mum brought me there as i was sick)

23-24 June 2008- check up at Alexandra Hospital.

27 June 2008- Supposed to go to Sentosa wif galfrewns but still havent recovered.

ya.the 2 weeks was hell.
the sore throat was seriously killing me..

have to rot at home..

it wasnt as if i purposely gave some excuse so that i couldnt go to Sentosa.

i was seriously sick.

only my family knew how much pain i was in.

ok i post some pics..

Family Day at Discovery Centre

Pedal boat ride with Dilah.it was hot ok.dats y i was squinting my eyes

Cik Sasa's Wedding

Me n Bro

Kartini n Me

And finally i managed to go out wif ayg on 21 June 2008.which was last 2 weeks ago.Celebrate our 14 months together.went to vivocity.watched Get Smart.its really a good show.very funny.And we had lunch at the Chicken Rice shop.The food is superb.We had the Couple Set or watever it is..Cost us 27 bucks.Ayg insisted that he pays.So it was his treat.heehe..

2008-06-08T22:05:00.007+08:00

yohaaa..
ok.
i'm already 19.damn im old lah sey.
hehe.
Thank you to those people around me especially mum and Ayg.
hehe..

6 June
Mum gave me some cash on my birthday.
Ape lagi. Shopping arh.
hehe.
Then bestie gave me a treat.Thanks alot.Appreciate it ya.
After we went shopping and eating,both of us sat at Suntec City Fountain.
Talked about citer2 dulu.
haha..the best time of our life especially the funny moments.
hehe.

7 June
Met up wif ayg.
hehe.so sweet of him.
Even though die penat baru booked out yet he went straight to my place to fetch me.
Then he went home.Waited for him to shower and changed his baju cause he totally stink.
Then we went out to City Hall to meet up wif Chak,Farhanah,Suhaimi and Zul.
We walked around Suntec.Bought Pretzel.
Den followed Chak to check out some new phone at Nokia.
And chilled at Suntec Fountain.
Me and Ayg went to eat at KFC cause the both of us haven't had our lunch yet.
After the both of us finished our lunch then we catch up with the rest.
Then we decided to go to Marina Square to play pool.
We reached there it was so packed so while waiting we played "Arcade".
hehe.Had lots of fun lah.
Then the guys played pool.Me and Farhanah just sat at one corner.
wanted to play but Farhanah dont noe how to.so its ok.
Maybe next tyme.

ok.its picture time!

muackzzzz

baguuussssssss

everlast meets jack purcell

last but not least

Farhanah n Farhana

2008-06-05T11:45:00.000+08:00

Its totally a bad week for me.
Seriously.
It sucks man..
N tmr'S my 19th Birthday.
holly crap..
im so not looking forward to it.
19
its the final year enjoying before the big 20 comes.
omg...i hate it.
man.i sound pathethic.
maybe im afraid of growing old.
is it just me or do people my age feel the same way too?
And btw THANKS Dayah for the early bdae treat yesterday.Appreciate it lots..
Send me the Pics ya.
Oh ya.She brought me to Cold Rock.
really loved the ice cream.
i had bubblegum and strawberry flavoured ice cream with nerds topping while Dayah had the Ferrero and chocolate ice cream with brownie topping. Perhaps yesterday's ice cream treat from bestie was the best thing that happened to me this week.
Other than that the whole week totally suck.
Lots and lots of nagging from mum.
Geez..i think i can become deaf due to lots of nagging man..
And the "coolest" thing mum did to me was make me grounded.on my birthday week.i cant even go out dis Sat.
Fuck Man.Balls.
OK.skewl just ended.
going home soon.
Chao.

2008-05-29T20:25:00.006+08:00

Today school ended early.
lessons end at 12.After school went back home straight.
Went to the MRT with Erfa.She had to rush because she was meeting "D".
then during the journet back home,there's this group of secondary school "minahs" a.k.a YP lah..
There's 4 of them.so fucking irritating sial.
So freaking bitchy.Memalukan masyarakat melayu je.
Keep on talking so loud as if they're 50 meters apart from each other.even when i blast my mp3 volume to the max i can still hear them screeching.like wth..i can tell that im not the only one who was annoyed by that.Other commuters were annoyed as i am.Then one of them played a techno song from her hp.i dont mind if she wants to listen but for goodness sake can u like lower the volume down.its so freaking loud that i think u can hear it fom the 2nd cabin..n the worst is lagu techno sak.like eewwww...

28/5/2008

yesterday came to school early.met up with wendy n walked to school together.
Sarah n Erfa was late..hehe..this is the first time in my blog that i actually wrote Sarah instead of Mai.Usually we call her Mai.MaiCurl.hehe..
then we had break.Me n Sarah went to have breakfast at CoffeeBean.Then Erfa came and joined us..
Sarah:my breakfast kaki

And then,during Design Class something scary happened to one of my classmates.He hhad fits.Its the first timein my life that i actually encounter this.It was so scary.He suddenly fell off his chair den his body curled up and start to become stiff.He was foaming from his mouth and he's body was shaking vigorously..Damn scary.Everyone starts to panic.But thank God, Jay Faisal and the rest of the boys in class help him.They hold his leg and put him to recovery position.After a while he began to regain conscious.His face was so pale.Soon the paramedics came.When the paramedic talked to him he was super blur..He didnt know what had actually happened..And then he was brought to the hospital.

Steven.Get well soon okay..

2008-05-26T21:04:00.002+08:00

ok..its been more than a week since i last updated ..
soo many things yet im so not in the mood to update..
dunnoe y....
haizz..
last wed got 2 days mc..had a high fever..
n also last wed ayg went to tekong for his outfield.
he's inside the hutan for 6 days..havent heard from him since..
tmr den he return to Spore..
lets hope dat he calls me tmr night..
haizz
miss him so much sehh..haizzzz......
its been almost 2 weeks dat we have not meet each other.

this SUCKS man..not being able to meet him..
SUCKS BIG TIME...

guess dat i miss so much smpai demam..
haizzzz...

2008-05-15T21:09:00.002+08:00

was so happy.
ayg called me 5.20 pm just now.
was so nice to hear his voice..
felt so super relieved.
the last time he called me was on mon night.
only spoke for 10 minutes then he had to hang up.
had to fall-in or something.

tmr's friday.which means i only have 1 more day left before i can meet up with ayg.
hehe.
cant wait..
wanna give him a big bear hug..
hehe..
den wanna smell his ketiak..ahaha..
okok..i shall not expose any more of my stupid secrets..

miss u soooo much syg..
muackzz.
n also.thnx to erfa that the casper song is stuck in my head..
its kind nice u noe..
my sayang is busy having his night shooting at Pasir Laba camp.
ade hati nak dpt marksman konon.dalah rabun malam..
hehehe..

well.all the best syg..muackzz....

2008-05-15T14:03:00.005+08:00

current mood: bored to death
and im missing my boyfrewn so muchh
(someone shoot me in the head please)

just reached home from school.
super hot weather..
it's too hot that im having a headache..
geesh..

ok.im munching away this tooth-decaying-thingy that's called clodhoppers.
from the name of it i guess i can have my arteries clod by fats due to excessive dosage of it.
haha.
ok.im exagerating(sp?).
ate the chocolate one at school and now im eating the one which is vanilla coated.
thanks to Mai i think im seriously gonna get addicted to it.

lessons were quite a bore today.
came in late for the first lesson.(what's new)
i know.im always late for class.
always late.never puntual.

im so in love with the song Stop and Stare..
currently listening to it.
i think this is the 3212986453th time that i've listen to the song.
just keep on repeating the song..

okok.update agian later.
erfa need some help with her blog.
and again, super farhana to the rescue!!
ok.lame.i noe.
kk.chao for now.

nice weather

2008-05-14T11:25:00.004+08:00

its been raining since morning.
very very nice weather to sleep ya.
hehe..
im not in school.(again)
actually wanted to go school at 9 but the weather was so nice that i had overslept,snuggling in my warm comforter..

hehe..
ok.i noe.i changed my blogskin.i tink this is like the gazillion times that i've changed my blogskin.
Ayg said that the previous skin was too simple and boring.
okok..
i've already changed it.happy?

well,he didnt call me last night.
he said that he wouldn't be calling me for 3 days as he was at Pasir Laba(sp?)
for some shooting or wateva...
miss him lots..
haiz..
left with abt 3 weeks more before his Passing Out Parade which is on the 13th June..

Yesterday reached home from school super early.
reached at 1 coz had to look after the littler monster(the pic below)

yup.she's the little monster at home.looks can be decieving ok.she looks adorable.i tink my lil sister has a split personality.like seriously...she goes around with a stool in her hands and throws it at me.or sometimes she will bite my hands out of a sudden.like helloooo.im the victim in this situation..geez....

isn't that weird.its strange coz whenever there is a visitor at home,she will switch to her cute and adorable mode.and people will think that i'm the mean one.

ok.back to my story.my mum went to KKH yesterday to cheack on the growth in her womb.at the last appointment,the doctor said that he will have to perform an opperation if the growth gets bigger and there is a risk if that growth can be cancerous.haiz...but thank god.yesterday when mum went for the check up,the doctor said that the grwoth is getting smaller and there is no need for an operation.the only thing now is that my mum will have to continue on with the medication and have planty of rest..i love you mum....

ok.now that little monster is crying.wants to sleep i tink..ok.blog again tonight.chao!!

2008-05-12T22:18:00.009+08:00

pics(last sat)

pics(last last week)

PS:I LOVE YOU

btw there's summore pics..update it some other time k...

p/s:dayah..seriously..i dunnoe how the heck ur boyfrewn managed to sneaked in my class today.. :P hehe.n he came in my class half naked for goodness sake.only wearing dat oh-so-striking green trousers of his wif that purple flower..hehehehe

n i had a very intresting conversation with mum this evening.

i told her dat i will be graduating arnd March nxt yr n i dunnoe wheather if i want

to continue study or start working...

i feel im still too young for work man.

i still wanna go skewl..

really hate being 19(soon ya.in a months time)

dunnoe y all those YP's wanna be 18 so much.juz bcoz of clubbing.(huh.stupid reason seh)

ok bck to my story.

my mum said to me dat its better if i continue on studying.

if not den start working.somewhere.geezz..

dennnnnn she said something about getting "tunang"

mum:"klau tk nk sambung belajar pegi keje...cari duit.

simpan byk2..cukup time bole lah tunang..

ko pon dah ade matair kn..

jgn tunang siang2 sgt.dlm umor 22 gtu baru dats the rite time.

enjoy your freedom and youth while u still can."

chey wah dibah Bedah..mak aku dah kasi green light lah sey.but nah.

not the rite time.

ayg pon baru masok NS.

and i still in skewl...

maybe 2 or 3 years frm now.

biler me and ayg dah kumpul and cukup duit.

hehe.

INSYAHALLAH...

2008-05-12T10:24:00.002+08:00

okok.
i noe.its been more than a week since i've last updated my blog.getting dusty ya.
hehe..
the past 2 saturdays went out to meet ayg..
heheh..
MISS him so freaking much...
hehe..

well,last sat i cab down to tanah merah to fetch ayg.
crazy man.
i mean the cab fair.
it cost me nearly 20 bucks from holland to tanah merah.
but tk kisah.
for ayg nye pasal.
den we took a cab(again) to his place.
was rushing coz it was already 2.30 when we got in the cab.
deb blablabla.
waited for him to shower den off we go to marina.
had a late lunch at burger king.hmmpf.actually wanted to eat at Popeye(at the spore flyer) but ayg was tired and tk larat nk jln jauh2.he said dat mcm route march.yada yada yada.but its ok..maybe next time k baby..hehe..
actually we planned to watch the movie "what happened in vegas" but we changed our mind.
instead we played pool..
there were lots of "changing" of plans that day..
errr..
after playing pool, we headed to suntec city fountain..
ddk situ..
hehe..

kk..
gotta change class now..
update more later wif truck loads of pictures...
chao!!
muackzz!!

2008-05-08T12:12:00.000+08:00

2008-04-29T17:57:00.003+08:00

I'M SICK
i caught the damn FLU BUG.
didnt go to skewl today.

n its tues!
wohhoooo!
ayg gonna call me tonight.
miss him lots.

n n n!!!
he's booking out frm camp tmr night!
yeahh..
like finally we can mit up and spend some good quality time together.
nyeaahaha....

okok.
i need some rest..
the flu tablet is really making me feel super duper freaking drowsy....
gd nite ppl.i mean gd evening.arr ok.like wateva it is.i need to sleep...

"Slamat Malam"

p/s:ayg, i still cant get use to ur botak head..freaking weird.hehe
n i miss ur janggot..like seriously.

2008-04-29T11:19:00.001+08:00

Every girl dreams that one day she will
find a boy that does these things for
her. Even the smallest action can have
the BIGGEST impact in someone’s life.
• give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in.
• leave her cute text notes.
• kiss her in front of your friends.
• tell her she is gorgeous.
• look into her eyes when you talk to her.
• let her mess with your hair
• touch her hair.
• just walk around with her.
• "FORGiVE HER FOR HER MiSTAKES"
• look at her like she`s the only one you see.
• tickle her even when she says stop.
• hold her hand when you`re around your friends.
• when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her.
• let her fall asleep in your arms..
• get her mad, then kiss her.
• tease her and let her tease you back.
• stay up all night with her when she`s sick.
• watch her favourite movie with her.
• kiss her forehead.
• give her the world.
• write her letters.
• let her wear your clothes.
• when she`s sad, hang out with her.
• let her know she`s important.
• let her take all the photos she wants of you.
• kiss her in the pouring rain.
• when you fall in love with her, tell her.
• and when you tell her, love her like you've never loved someone before.

2008-04-27T15:17:00.003+08:00

finally i got to meet up with ayg yesterday..

Felt ver very relieved after meeting him..

the first thing that i did when we met was hug him..

hugged him for quite a long time....

hehe

everybody was like looking lah

but who cares..

hehe..

ok..got nothing else to blog abt.

chao.

and pic taken yesterday.

2008-04-23T22:21:00.003+08:00

Happy 1 Year Anniversary to Me and Ayg!!

ahakz...

pathetic..

like finally today is our 1yr anniversary..

I'm having a mix feeling.

I'm happy yet sad at the same time.

Happy because our relationship is finally a year old.

Been through lots of ups and downs.

Been through lots of shits.

I'm sad because ayg isnt here wif me to celebrate this special and

memorable day together.

Haiz..

But its ok.

2 more days left before we can meet each other again.yeay!!

He juz called me half an hour ago.

Was so happy and excited when he called.

Its so nice to hear his voice.

i terribly miss him.

And he told me that he was having a high fever and a bad cough so

he was "excused" from the hard training.And his tempreture was 38.3 which was superbly high..

he spent his afternoon resting at the sick bay..

ok.im sleepy.

chao.

and pic of the day.

well,actually it was taken last fri.

"how do i breathe without you"

2008-04-21T22:07:00.002+08:00

ok.im tired.
the EPL project is really making me crazy.
like seriously.
everybody is so fed up.there's so many things to update yet so little time.
this is like the forth time that we are editing the powerpoint presentation.
well, we have to make it tip top because we are going to present our proposal to the
Chairman of the People's Association..
Sounds cool.But its not.
Its an National Day Dinner and Dance.we have to plan the the event for the residents in Pasir Ris.
All 3 Event Management Class have to present their powerpoint slides.
The best group will have their proposal adopted for the event.

ok.i barely can open up my eyes now.
Getting really sleepy..
And i think that ever since ayg went in for NS, this blogger thingy is really my great companion.
For now though.nyeahaha.
And this semester the modules are rather intresting.
Well, there's only 2 module.hehe.
Design Application and Meetings,Incentives,Conventions and Exhibitions.(MICE)
COOL huh..
actually its not..
DA is kind of intresting..every lesson keep design this and that. And we're gonna learn how to use the Adobe CS3 illustrator..coolness...

ok i really need to get myself some sleep..
adios amigos..

and ayg didn't call me tonight.guess that he must be really tired.aww..poor thing..
okok.goodnite all you wonderful people.

2008-04-20T20:47:00.002+08:00

i just realised that all my previous post were abt ayg..
guessed that i really miss him that much..
well,looking at the bright side, i'm only left with 6 more days before i can
meet up with ayg again..whippie!!!

hehe..
i miss him so much that i even dreamt of him..
geesh..
anyway,our 1 year anniversary is this Wed.
It so sad not being able to celebrate together with him..
Seriously, i totally miss him lots.
I never felt like this before.
Felt somewhat empty inside.
haiz..

"Jauh di mata dekat di hati"

2008-04-20T12:08:00.003+08:00

i think this song is really nice..

Seribu Kenangan by Didicazli

kenangan bersama kekal selamanya
sekali pun kau hilang dimata
sering aku merindu
terkenangku senyumanmu
detik pertama berseminya cinta
kian tiba penghujung waktu
saling berlinangan nan pilu

Setiaku menyayangi
Tiadaku kesali
Walau kian hanya berteman
Seribu kenangan
bagiku terlalu indah
setiap detik bersama
Rela akhirnya ku terluka
dariku hidup tanpa kenal cintamu

Hoo ooh

terkenangku senyumanmu
detik pertama berseminya cinta
kian tiba penghujung waktu
Saling berlinangan nan pilu

Setiaku menyayangi
tiada ku kesali
walau kian hanya berteman
seribu kenangan
bagiku terlalu indah
setiap detik bersama
rela akhirnyaku terluka
dariku hidup tanpa kenal cinta mu

ohh hooo.....

walau kian hanya berteman
seribu kenangan
bagiku terlalu indah
setiap detik bersama
Rela akhirnya ku terluka
Dariku hidup tanpa kenal cintamu

hohooo

Tanpa kenal cintamu....

ooohhh.....

2008-04-19T21:07:00.003+08:00

yeaahh....

ayg juz called me just now..

it was so nice to hear his voice..

but poor thing..

he's sick...

kecian dier..

sakit rindu agaknyer..

haiz....

he kept worrying bout me even though i've tell him dat im gonna be alright..

he kept asking me have i had my dinner yet.

honestly, i suddenly lost my appetite since ayg went NS..

hehe..

i dont know y...

geez....

i really really really really miss him..

pic was taken days before ayg was botak.

n i miss his janggot lah seh..

2008-04-19T19:24:00.002+08:00

I've been keeping myself busy the whole day.
continued with my cross stitch which is 3/4 done..
after den read up the book which i borrowed from the library yesterday.
the tittle of the book "Under My Skin" by Alison Jameson.
only read abt 1/4 of the book.
its abt lives of 4 different ppl.abt what they went through.
basically its bout love..
quite intresting..gonna continue reading after i finish blogging.

well,life have been quite boring and different without ayg by my side.
the perfect word to describe is "DULL"
yup..its so dull..
super duper dull.
exagerating huh..
but seriously.dats wat im feeling now.
life is kinda dull without ayg.
after school i will always have something to look forward to which is meeting ayg.
we will always meet up with each other every day without fail.
we used to go for dinner together, watch movies or just simply laze around at his place.
but that was before he went for his National Service.

Now, after school i went straight back home.
My mom was kinda shock when i came back home from school super early.
Since school started, i reached home from school latest by 4.
Mom was so super sarcastic to me..
Coz i would always reached home around 7 when ayg haven't went for his NS.
It really sucks.
And the worst thing is,ayg told me that he's taking part in dis year's NDP.
As an usher.
That means i can't meet up with him on Saturdays.
So shitty man...
And he also told me that he's required to go to Brunei.Which is somewhere after his Passing Out Parade on June..

Arrrrr... When will all of this end?

2008-04-18T20:37:00.003+08:00

like finally i have a CCA in skewl..
geez..
padahal dah 2nd year..
baru nk join..
hehe..
i join Pixel Lab..
cute huh the name..
if u guess its photography den u're rite..
cool huh..i've always wanted to learn how to take nice pictures...
finally i have the oppurtunity to do so now..
well..
since im all alone now i've started back wif my old hobby..
doing cross stitch and reading books..(jgn terkejot huh.i really love stitching n reading)
to kill time.so dat i wouldn't feel so bored all alone waiting for ayg to come bck which is only
nxt sat..
i noe..its 7 days more..u guys might have wondered how i've survived the past 8 days without him..
tell u the truth, its been really torturing for me.
i've waited every nite for his call..
to hear his voice..
even though he calls for only a few minutes, to hear his voice is really a pleasure and it really soothe my heart which terribly miss him..
i cant help it but upon hearing his voice i will always tear up..
i dun mind not meeting him for more than 2 weeks coz we've been through dat before wen i was grounded.
But dis is so different.
not being able to talk for hours on the fone...
i terribly miss him...

haiz..
i MISS his smell.
i MISS his voice.
i MISS his hug.
i MISS his kiss.
i MISS his laughter.
i MISS his stupid,nonscencical n lame jokes.
i MISS making fun of him.
i MISS eating wif him..

i MISS my ayg.
i MISS my BOYFRIEND
Fana MISS Rafi..

there's a few nites dat he didn't call me.
n i really feel super duper sucky wen he didn't call.
n i always hug his cardigan wif his perfume on it every nite wen i want to sleep..
haiz...
well.
i still have to go through 7 more days of torturing..
haiz...
luv u lots syg...

2008-04-14T22:03:00.002+08:00

ayg.....
i miss u soooooo much seh...
haizz...
i miss u so much dat my heart hurts....

haiizzzzzz....

ayg told me yesterday dat he will only be allowed to go bck hm on 26 april..
which is like 12 more days....
miss u lots ayg...

Haizz...

2008-04-11T14:59:00.004+08:00

the day is finally here..
its 11 April...
syg's enlistment day...
so sad....
cant mit syg for 2 weeks..
dats freaking long...
haizz...
sent him off dis morning along wif his mom n dad...
haizz...
so sad seyy..
hehe..mcm lah dier nk p perang..
lol...
well, at least we still can msg n kol each other..
its not dat bad...
but not seeing his face for 2 weeks is seriosly killing me..
before skewl holidays we usually meet up wif each other every day
n 3 times a week during my one month skewl vacation...
haizz...
2 god damn long weeks..
can u imagine?
ok.lets look at the bright side..
he's becoming a man..
a real man...
sheesh..
sound so corny...
lol
hope dat he calls me tonight...

13days left before i can meet ayg again....

hehe..
dah botak lah dier....

2008-03-13T20:52:00.003+08:00

ok..i've been waiting for this day to announce this...
its.....
ITS..........
ITS.............
Finally the HOLIDAYS!!!!
wooohooo...
hehehe.buat suspense je ehk..
finally the exams are over..
wat a relief..
today was the last day dat ayg send me bck hm from skewl.
sedih seh.
wen skewl reopens on 14 april,he wouldnt be by my side anymore.
sedih ehk.. dah tk bole send me bck hm..
coz its his time to serve the country...
haix,..
chey wah dibah.
serve the country kape...
hehe.
tkpe lah,.,
n im left wif 29 days left to spend wif ayg..

n n on 29 March im going to Bangkok wif my bibik.hehe
im going to be there for 4 days..
Bangkok= SHOPPING!!
murah seh saner..
shopping sakan lah aku...
hehhehe

2008-03-08T21:45:00.001+08:00

Exam are few days away..
so dun mind if i didnt upadate..
busy mugging.
take care all u wonderful people.!

34 days.............

2008-03-05T21:31:00.001+08:00

dayah.
i miss u lah bestie...
:(

2008-03-03T23:07:00.000+08:00

ok.39 days left......

AYG!U should read dis....hehe

2008-03-02T14:02:00.001+08:00

9 WORDS WOMEN USE

1. Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.

2. Five Minutes: If she is gettingdressed, this means a half an hour.Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.

3. Nothing: This is the calm beforethe storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end infine.

4. Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It!

5. Loud Sigh: This is actually a word,but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.)

6. That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.

7. Thanks: A woman is thanking you, donot question, or Faint. Just sayyou're welcome. (I want to add in aclause here - This is true, unless shesays "Thanks a lot" - that is PURE sarcasm and she is not thanking you at all. DO NOT say "you're welcome" ...that will bring on a "whatever").

8. Whatever: Is a women's way of saying F*cK YOU!

9. Don't worry about it, I got it:Another dangerous statement, meaning this is something that a woman has told a man to do several times, but is now doing it herself. This will later result in a man asking "What's wrong?"For the woman's response refer to # 3.

boohhoooo

2008-03-01T14:07:00.003+08:00

ok.41 days left.boohooo.
nxt week is the last week of skewl.
n my exams are the week aft dat.lets hope the appeal letter is accepted by my section head.
i really want to sit for my exams.
n skewl reopens on 14 april.
dat means im having 1 month of holidays which is going to be so boring without ayg.
haiz...
gonna MISS u AYG.

2008-02-28T21:17:00.003+08:00

ala...
im onli left wif 43 days left wif ayg.
den off he go..
haizzzz
things has been going on really well wif him.
for the past 2 weeks ayg has been really nice to me.
he always buy food for me when he meet me n he treated me super nice.
he really pampered me alot n i can see that he really loves me.
wen he send me bck hm on sat,he told me that he's really serious wif our relationship and hope that he can take our relationship to the nxt level as he is not getting any younger.ahakz.baru nk masok 20 tahon bang oi.masih muda lagi deh.
at first i didnt believe wat he said as he used to be a "playboy" wen he was in secondary school.
but the look of his eyes wen he said dat make me really believe him.
i lurve u ayg.
insyahallah.hubungan kita akan berkekalan hingga ke jinjang pelamin.n hingga akhir hayat.amin.

haters fuck off lah.haha.pathetic piece of shit.

2008-02-26T23:27:00.002+08:00

haha.haters haters.
i really pity u guys.
mcm klakar gtu ehk.after i posted the pictures in my blog and view other people blogs,i recieved some hate tags.
me n badd had already expected dat.gagaga.
get a life lah deyy..
kesian kesian..
mcm tkde kehidupan ehk.
nk kutok org .
den wat about urself?are u any better?
reflect diri sendiri lah babe.look urself in the mirror.
infact maybe u are more worst than us.
more pathetic.
worthless fools.
ip address same lagi.bodoh.

some pics of yesterday's outing.upload the rest later. :)

2008-02-24T17:32:00.007+08:00

so bored seyy at home..

2008-02-24T12:39:00.002+08:00

ayg.i miss u lah..
haix.
hehe.padahal smlm baru jumpe seh.
ala.n its 47 days left before u masok NS.
alaaa,,
so bored lah...
dah tk leh jumpe hari2.
sedih seh..
gonna miss u so much seh.
get to see u only on sat je ..haiz..
dats like only once a week,4 times a month.arrrr,,
tidak!!!
haiz..
i upload yesterday's outing pics later k.

Happy 10 mnth Anniversary syg!!

2008-02-23T23:03:00.005+08:00

hehe..i really enjoyed myself today..

best skali!!heheh.thnx ayg.

i bet the rest enjoyed today's outing 2.

smue janji melayu lah seh.

kate kol 12.30 mit.

i reached cck mrt at 12.20 n no one was there yet.

i waited n waited.alone.ayg had to take his helmet from farit's house.

then ayg reached at around 12.50.

ok lah.did not want to get mad at him coz its our anniversary.

ok.lets skip the boring part.

we headed to cdans to play bowling!!best kn!

i lurve bowling.

hehe..

open 2 lanes.

for the girls team the first game i won lah seyy.

hehe.

skali suay arh.the 2nd game badd menang plak.

hehe.

tkpe2..

badd.aku challenge ngan ko arh the nxt outing k.hmmpf.

mari kita tgk sapa yg menang!hehehe..

n i broke my nail lah seyy while playing bowling.sakit seh.

kk.here's the best part.afta main bowling we headed to newton!!

yeay!!!mkn time.

hehe.

zul badd ,ayg and me sat at the same table.

they are the best kaki to go mkn lah seyy.

hehe.jaz dilah,fhanah chak and bear linda sat at the table next to us.

biler pat saner we ordered ikan pari,sweet sour chicken,fried kang kong and tom yam soup.

superb lah sehh!

really2 enjoyed the food there.

n the things we ordered cost us only 58 bucks seh untok 4 org..

its really worth it arh.

n jaz n dilah shared their fried baby squid wif us coz they couldnt finish it..

sedap seh.

my fave!

afta eating we headed to our usual tmpt lepak which is the merlion.

sat ther for about 45 mins.

took lots of pics.

i upload it either tmr or mon k.

den we deicided to head bck hm.

den we saw dat sumone.

we promised not to reveal his/her name for some purpose.

k lah.dun wanna talk about dat.

only the 10 of us saw dat.

yeah!tk sabar to mkn at newton tmr!wohoo.excited banget deh.

2008-02-22T21:35:00.006+08:00

hehe.happy tdi.went shopping wif ayg.
ok lah.didnt buy lots of stuff.2 things je.
ayg bought me a t-shirt from fox.
very cute!i like.
n he also bought for me a black skirt.
hehe.
thnx ayg!really appreciate it.
n tmr we are celebrating our 10 months anniversary.
woohoo..
may our relationship last long ayg.
hehe..
yeyeh.bsk p mkn at newton!
n the best thing is,
its ayg's treat!
hehhe
yeahh!

ola!

2008-02-21T22:28:00.004+08:00

nurul lawa seh biler bersanding.really envy her.
she's like so pretty .
lawa kn kn kn??
hehehe..
she look so anggun n berseri2..
ayg!biler nk kahwin??
i nk kahwin!hehe.mentel ehk.
hehe...
ok.entertain me.im so bored.
i wanna sleep skg.
tmr lesson at 8.cant afford to be late or miss skewl.
if not im gonna be like so dead lah.
kena debarred if i continue not coming.
i dun want dat to happen.i wanna graduate lah seyy..

p/s:ayg.i tink u look better wif ur janggut tau.i likkee..very cute..hehe

2008-02-21T14:22:00.003+08:00

aloha people!
ok.im currently in skewl..skewl ends at 3..
so bored.so many project seh..
waduuh..
n the other thing is.
my name is in the debarment list.the list isnt out yet.
but my attandance is superbly bad n i am sure dat im gonna get debarred.
baru padan muke aku.
asik nk dtg lmbt je n ponteng skewl.
serve u rite fana!

hehe.
still got the cheeks to laugh ehk.
pe saje la..
k lah,,blog again tonite.
dats if i got the time.
nyeahaha.
k lah2.chao people.
muakz.

p/s:syg.im missing u alot today.

2008-02-21T01:05:00.004+08:00

ok.like i finally managed to change my blogskin.

i noe.like pathetic rite.dunnoe how to change the blogskin.

i tink dis blogskin is really nice lah.k lah.

gue udah ngantok banget deh,

slamat mlm ya.

p/s:ayg!i lurvvee u soo much lah.

2008-02-20T23:54:00.001+08:00

ok.crap.my blog is under construction ok..
its sucky rite nw..

CHAO!
=)

2008-02-16T00:24:00.003+08:00

hehe..wat my name means,,

What Nur Farhana Means

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.
And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.
You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are loving, compassionate, and ruled by your feelings.
You are able to be a foundation for other people... but you still know how to have fun.
Sometimes your emotions weigh you down, but you generally feel free from them.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

2008-02-15T22:03:00.003+08:00

heeellluuu people!
hehe..
mit up wif syg juz now.
haiz..
baru 1 hr ago mit up wif him but i miss him oredi..
hmmpf...

k lah..i dunnoe wat else to blog abt..
n n n!
hehehe..
here's my fave. song
n i dedicate dis sond specially to my sayang..
heheeh

kau rinduku jiwaku indah memanggil dirimu

mataku terbangun untuk menanti menantimu…

jangan pernah kau ragukan cinta yang sesungguhnya

itu bisa menghancurkan semua

bukan begitu

* aku sungguh masih sayang padamu

jangan sampai kau meninggalkan aku

begitu sangat berharga dirimu bagiku

dan ku pastikan setia dihatimu

dan ku korbankan semuanya untukmu

sungguh kuberharap kau pun begitu padaku
coba engkau rasakan

cinta yang begitukan mengesankan

yakin pasti dapatkan kemesraan yang penuh bintang

valentine's day

2008-02-15T14:57:00.001+08:00

ok.

my Valentine's Day was so

BORING..

i dun wanna talk bout it...

2008-02-11T00:23:00.000+08:00

First pic:Imran,me n mai
Second pic:me n mai

haha
Im.i still remember wen we were at merlion.
hahha..
"Muhammad Pisang"
only the 3 of us knew bout dat.
lol!

yuhoo..
hehe
ok...like yesterday was the first time in my life dat i celebrated Chinese New Year..
mcm cool gtu kn..
hehehe..
dpt hongbao lagi...
gerek sehh.
ok.so aft we celebrated CNY at wendy's place we headed to town.

As usual,town was packed.
Pening seh..too many ppl.
we head to Wheellock's Place to fill our empty stomach.
had our lunch at BK.
It was like so boring lah.
So aft lunch we decided to go to marina sq.
biler dah smpai saner plak byk sak YP!!
bingit seh..
its like so freaking irritating lah..
like wateve.dah penat window shopping we went to lepak at merlion.
biler dah smpai saner byk lah pulak aBangL.A. hehhee.
bersepah sak..
hari panas,tiba2 "GELAP" pulak.
if u noe wat i mean..

hehehe..
k lah,,
aku nk bobok..
bsk skewl dok..
n boifrewn is fetching me tmr!
hehhehehe
chao!
nitey!

2008-02-02T23:10:00.000+08:00

Thanks lah ehk.
we've planned this since last month and suddenly u cancel everything.
Come on lah.
Valentine's Day is something special.
Couldn't u juz be extra nice to me n keep ur promise.
But no.
Okay.As u guys noe dat Valentine's Day is round the corner.
I was really looking forward to it.
He promised me lots of stuff.
As u guys noe dat V day falls on thursday so we planned to celebrate it
on saturday which is Feb 16.
We planned to go Soul Garden to eat,watch movie,play bowling and take a bump boat ride along the Singapore River.Sounds great rite?
Well dats wat he promised me.Infact dat was all his idea.
I was so freaking excited.But then deep down i felt dat its not going to happen.
I really felt dat.Bcoz its quite a few times already dat he broke his promise.
Dats y i didn't put in too much hope fearing dat its not going to happen.
well.my feelings were rite.its not going to happen.U guys might be wondering
y am i making such a big fuss over it.
well.Its supposed to be my first time celebrating it.I noe.Valentine's Day is not about whether
u go out to romantic places or exchange gifts wif dat special sumone or wateva.
But dont u feel hurt wen someone promise u sumthing den suddenly breaks the promise?
Moreover wen its not the first time dat he's done dat.
Haiz.
Dun give me empty promises.
Dun give me false hope.

2008-02-02T14:53:00.000+08:00

hmm.
another boring saturday.
im stuck at hm..
sooo bored lah seyy.

to nana goldies:
i've already link u up tau.
=)

haiyah....soo bored.
ayg mesti tengah membuta pat umah.
as usual.all he do at home is eat and sleep.
makin gemok nnti.
hehe.tkpe lah..i prefer him to gain some weight as he is
so kering.hehe..
i've asked him to go look for some temparory(i hope its the correct spelling)
job but his reason were; "maner ade company yg nk org keje for only 2 months?"
yaya..
wateva la b.
mls ckp mls..jgn give those stupid reasons.
well its 69 more days left before he masok NS.
haiz..
time flies real fast..
He'll be in on April 11.
At Bedok Camp.1st Battallion Guards.
cant go bck for 2 wks.haiz..he'll be bck only on 25 April.
which means dat we aren't celebrating our 1st yr anniversary together.
sad ehk..
but its ok.
on the 25th April im fetching him frm Tanah Merah.
go bck to his house n i will cook something special for him.

k lah.blog again tmr.
having sengugot rite nw.
u noe.dat tyme of the month..
nyeahaha.

2008-01-28T22:34:00.000+08:00

ok.im currently listening to amy winehouse's song,rehab.its one of my favourites.
timecheck now is 10.35.
oh boy...im down wif flu.
its been a week since i had flu.
the medications isnt working at all.
infact,i tink its making me feel worse.
*hachoo.sniff sniff*
im so sick lah dey.
i cant afford to miss skewl anymore,coz i already receive the first warning letter frm my skewl.
if the 3rd warning letter gets to me,it means dat im debarred frm exam.
i dun wanna waste 6 extra months to repeat the module.
actually my attandence isn't dat bad.its all above 80%.
its because most of the days im absent i didnt proveide any mc or any valid reason.
well.like wat the heck.
n i dunnoe wats gotten into ayg.
he's super duper forgetful today.
he actually left his ic n nets card at the TP counter at BBDC.like wat the heck.
dumbo..
he made his license today..wohhoo..
ok lah.i dun noe wat else to blog.
the cough mixture really making me drowsy.
i tink dats bout it lah for today.
blog again tmr..
chao ppl..
wan suay..
hhehehe..
mcm paham...
kk.dah.gd nite.sleep tight.dun let the bed bugs bite.
ok.i tink im really mabok seh..

2008-01-27T20:38:00.000+08:00

ok.its sunday n i feeling so damn bored.
moreover i'm having flu.
its so irritating lah dey.
i keep sneezing fer like every 10 minutes seh.
n my hingus keep meleleh.hehe.grose ehk.
mcm paip bocor seh.dah bingit den stuffed the freaking tissue in my nose.
first time blogging using my laptop.
like jakun gtu kn.hehe.
hmm.ayg said he'll be going to bbdc to apply for his license tmr.
mcm cool gtu kn.ade lesen moto.
hehe..lesen dah ade,biler nk beli moto bang rafi oi..
hehe..im not rushing u to get 1 k.simpan duit byk2 dulu k.
den baru bole bboal psal nk beli moto.
k lah,i want to gosok baju.
tmr class start at 8..
errr.dat means having to drag myself out of bed.
i'll bet dat almost half the class will be late tmr.
ok.gtg.blos again tmr.
chao!

Woohhoooo!

2008-01-25T23:39:00.000+08:00

woohooo!
actually i forgot to say dat my ayg actually had passed his TP!!
dpt 12 points lah seyy..
hehe..dah arh jgn nk kerek ehk dah pass..
hehhe.i dunnoe how many times he need to say to me dat he pass his TP.
ok lah.i get the point.u pass.like hoorrayy..but its damn annoying wen u repeat it for like more than 10 times..
errr..
sometimes he's really so full of himself..
its damn annoying n irritating lah dey.
hehe..
tmr ayg going to survey bikes wif my bro.
ayg said dat he thought of getting moto spark.
hmm.ok lah tu..
aslkn bende tu bole bergerak dah ok..
hehhe.
k lah..
till den..
take care all u wonderful people.

Apa Artinya Cinta

2008-01-25T23:03:00.000+08:00

ok..dis song was like so long ago lah.but i've neva blog bout dis before.
Apa artinya Cinta by melly n ari lasso.Dis song is really special for me n ayg.Somehow,this song relates alot to me n ayg.i really fell in love wif this song the first time i heard it on the radio.
somehow me n ayg felt dat dis was the perfect song for the both of us.
wen we were cuddling together,ayg hugging me n he plays the song,tears
will neva fail to flow down my cheeks.
U mean alot to me ayg.i love u more than anything else n no words can
describe how much i love u.

Apa Artinya Cinta
by Melly Goeslow and Ari Lasso

Tiba-tiba engkau ada
Kemudian engkau hadir
Laksana kerdil ku memeluk
Lihat aku lebih dalam

Di mata mu ku melihat
Ada cinta yang tersirat
Sirami hati merebak

Barangkali aku salah
Ku terdiam bukan bisu
Ku tahu engkau besar malu
Tutupi rasa gelisa

Biar saja waktu nanti
Yang menikmati kisah ini
Bersamamu aku senang

(Chorus)
Belum juga kah kau menyadarinya
Aku lah yang pantas untuk kau cintai
Di bawah langit biru aku bersumpah
Diriku tanpamu apa artinya cinta

Cinta ini sudah menelan waktuku
siang malam hanya untuk fikirkan engkau
Sejuta kali aku berani bersumpah
Diriku tanpa mu apa artinya cinta

Biar saja waktu nanti
Yang menikmati kisah ini
Bersama mu aku senang

(Chorus)

Rafi, i really love u wif all my heart.
I love U.
Aku cinta kepada mu.
Wo Ai Ni
hehe....

2008-01-21T00:04:00.000+08:00

random seh..
ahakz.
upload gmbr belo2 ngan ayg.
hehe.
waduuhh..
udah jam 12.10 pagi.tpi belum tidur2 lagi dehh..
nngak tau sih mengapa..
hhehehe..
bboal indon plak.
sebiji mcm bibik jual jamu..
hehheehe..
kk.dah
nk off comp.
tknk waste electricity.
mahal u noe kena byr.
hehehe..mcm paham.
lol....

hmm..ayg..
no matter wat i really luv u.
but at times, i btol2 tk tau nk uat ape ngan u..
sometimes u really put me in a very very difficult situation.
mcm maner pon i tahan ngan perangai u.
hanya tuhan je yg tau perasaan i.
haiz..
n
i really really hate it wen u talk bout ur ex.
i really really hate dat.
but have u even spare a thought bout me??
juz gif dat a thought..

2008-01-20T22:37:00.000+08:00

ok.like i noe.
its been ages since i've last blog.
teehhee..yaya.my blog really getting dusty.
but who cares.hehe.not alot of ppl read up my blog rite.
except for my besties..
dad got me a new laptop.woohoo!
hehe.
aniway.i dun noe wats gotten into ayg.
he's really getting on my nerves man.
irritating bastard.
(ayg,if u happen to read dis,i really mean it.U're REALLY getting on my nerves)

soo..my aunt sms me earlier dis morn.she asked me wen is my school hols.
so i said its should be arnd last wk of march to the 2nd wk of april.
n to my surprise,she replies to me bck saying dat she wanna take me for a holiday..
like gerek gtu kn..
hehe..
skali she says she wanna go Hong Kong.
like deyy,hong kong ade ape dahh.
hehe..org dah nk bwk p holiday cerewet plak..
eh.mesti lerr cerewet.i tknk mkn babi u..
hehe.
but SPOILER ar.wen i told ayg bout it, he disapproves me of going.
like wth..
blom tunang,blom kahwin nk control.ape nie.
aiyoyo.
wen i asked him the reasons of why he disapproves me of going he said he juz have a bad feeling bout it.hmm.apesal ehk..

shoot!my throat is really killing me.it feels as if there something stuck down there..thnks to ayg who bought me butterscotch cookies frm famous amos yesterday.
dah org belikn memekak plak.beli salah tk beli salah.
abe dah sakit tekak.biskot tu dah manis nk mampos.nasib baik tk kencing manis.
makin rabak lah the sore throat.
i tink i going to get the flu bug.sooner or later.darn.ok.
ayg's TP is dis wed.
u better do properly n make sure u pass.
if not!
muahahaha.
tau lah nasib ko.
i will pancong ur kepala.
teehhee.evil ehk..ala.skali skala.tkkn tk bole ehk u.
hehe.

shit.i juz remember.
dis wed my 9 mnth anniversary wif the idiotic,selenge n biol boyfrewn of mine.
hehe..main2 je lah.nevertheless i love u soo much no matter how cacat otak u are.ahakz.
anniversary pon luper ehk.nyanyok sak.hehe
if i tell him i forget bout anything, dis will be his favourite line;
"smue luper.ape yg u tk luper?mkn,tdo je kn.?"
ya lah.like duhh.tell me.which human being on earth will luper to mkn n tdo?
have u heard anyone saying,"oh shit!i forgot to sleep!"
"alamak!i luper nk mkn!"
ade gtu?
tu dah sah mmg kena kasi surat hijau.

OH2!i forgot to mention dis!
his ex is in the same skewl as me!!
like wth!
hahaha..
nk stare2 konon.
korek biji mata ko baru tau.hmmpf.

haiz...im left wif onli 81 days to spents wif ayg..b4 he go NS..
ahaha..tkle imagine muke dier bler botak...
ahaha..mesti mcm microphone ehk kepala dier.hehhe.mampos sak aku klau dier bace nie blog..
entah2 kepala aku yg kena pancong ngan dier..
hehe..ar like who cares.
ni blog aku..whoa..baru aku realise.dis is the first entry dat is superbly long.ahaha..
chey wah dibah..

2007-12-16T21:36:00.000+08:00

orriittteey!!

hehe..

juz came bck frm my cousin's wedding.

too tired to blog lah.

so let the pictures do the talking..

Selamat Pengantin Baru to Fendi n Lina

to the rest of u peepz,

Happy Holidays!!

woohoo!

ahakz.random seh..

kk.

post some more pics later.

gtg fer now

chao!

2007-12-09T20:20:00.000+08:00

haiz..
its been almost 8 months since i n him got together.
during the 7th month we've been together was like hell n a living nightmare for me.
y is he doing dis to me?
y is he hurting me soo much?
im so upset wif him.
he's turned into sumone dat i dunnoe.
there's a few incidents when i asked fer a break up.
but he juz wouldnt let me go.

haiz...

2007-11-04T18:35:00.000+08:00

okok.im updating my blog if not badd is going to cocok my pantat wif a peniti. *ouchh*
orite..
its been almost 2 wks since i last update.

27 Oct 07
Raya wif cowok n frewns.
Cowok n frewns gather an my place first as my parents wouldnt be at hm in the afternoon as they had to bring Ayu to her performance for the K2 students whom are graduating.
cute ehk.bdk2 kecik graduate frm kindergarten.
hehe.well cowok said dat he miting up wif the gang at J.E arnd 11.45 and gonna reach my place arnd 12 plus.
ok.so i waited n waited until arnd 1.45 wen they finally reached my place.
So they menjamu selera at my place.My mum cook nasi ayam.Cowok was really nervous wen he was at my house.It was his first time facing my mum n dad.lol.ok.so blablabla.den 1 terrible thing happen wen we were on the way to bear's house.
i should not elaborate further.to those who were there. ya u guys had a great time rite laughing ur ass off at me..
errr..

"1,2 jump!arrhhh".
i bet u guys remember dat.
darn!
paiseh lah seyy..

ok enough about raya.

29 Oct 07
weee!!!
finally i've enroll at bbdc oredi!
im lerning how to drive a car!
cool huh.
hehe
parents sponsor dok.
klau tk pat maner aku nk cari duit.
hehe.

Ok lah..dats all.
update more tmr.
once again i caught the damn freaking flu bug.
errrr...

*hachoooooo*sniff..

Hari Raya Pics

2007-10-16T12:46:00.001+08:00

k.these are some pics taken during the 1st and 2nd day of hari raya.

1st pic:mum,naz n dad.

2nd n 3rd pic:me n bro

4th n 5th:me n cousins

Selamat Hari Raya!!

2007-10-16T12:31:00.000+08:00

hope i'm not too late in wishing all the muslims peeps Selamat Hari Raya.

well.hari raya is a day wen we seek frogiveness frm family members,loved ones and frewns for all the wrong doings dat were done intentionally or unintentionally.harsh words dat were said to each other and let bygones be bygones.Let us forgive each others mistakes and wrong doings.

Once again.

Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir dan Batin.

Salah silap harap dimaafkan.

Jika ada terkasar bahasa yg menguris hati,

yang sengaja atau tidak,mohon diampuni.

dam dam dum,bunyi mercun.

Selamat Berpuasa to all muslims peepz!

2007-09-13T12:14:00.000+08:00

ok.
nothing much to say.
had my exams n its finally over!
phew!
ok. rushing to skewl now.
have a job interview to be a tour guide at the airport.
cool huh..
hehe..
okok
gtg fer now.
wish me luck fer the interview.
choa!
n selamat berbuka.(which is like 6 hrs n 45 mins more to go)
hehehe..
lurve ya!

i miss you lah.....

2007-09-08T17:47:00.000+08:00

ok.the musical we went yesterday was actually an orchestra.
fuck.
so freaking boring.
almost doze off in the theatre.
everyone really thought that it was a musical.
but its ok lah.
some of the piece they played was really nice though.
aniway couldn't post the pics.
havent recieve it yet.

arhh!
my syg is away to melacca today.
miss u real bad.
hope u have a save journey.
cant wait fer u to come bck n mit up wif u on mon.
haiz..
ok
dat's bout it.
chao.
im missing u.

2007-09-07T11:36:00.000+08:00

ok.
didn't turn up fer skewl today.
overslept.actually slept at 1 am.
hmm.dis evening we're having a musical at the esplanade.
really looking forward to it.

meeting up wif syg first b4 watching the musical.
he's passing me his PSP to lend my bro.
darn.syg going to melacca tmr.
he's only bck in spore on sun.
gonna miss him.
well syg.hope u have a save journey.

otey.i gtg fer now.
post the pics of the musical tmr.
bye!
lurve u!

HAPPY 18th B'DAE DILAH!! :)

2007-09-06T20:55:00.000+08:00

oritey!
well..
did nothing much today.
syg send me to skewl n had breakfast at mac.
ok.now den i realised dat he's really weird.
hehe.he actually ate hotcakes wif chilli sauce.
yucks.
i wouldn't wanna noe wat it even taste like..
really had a bad stomach ache after breakfast.
but i juz tahan..hhehehe.
only had 2 hrs of skewl.
came at 10 plus n the nxt lesson was SnW.
as usual me erfa n q played badminton.
got to noe my napha test result.
i got bronze.as usual.geez.wats new.hehe.

afta skewl met up wif syg n chill at his place as usual.
his sis n cousin was at hm.

well actually i dun noe wat else to blog abt.
n not to forget.
to those who r invited to fahmi's outing on 6 oct juz make urself free on dat day otey.
ok.chao.
lurve u syg!!
:)

ALOHA!!

2007-09-05T21:21:00.000+08:00

weeee!!
ok i finally decided to update my blog..
hehehe..
its been more than 6 mnths since i last blog..
life is really great now..
really enjoyed every moment spent wif him..
skewl is really great.
met wif a wonderful yet goofy n crazy bunch of people who neva fail to make me laugh.

well..its been 4 mnths plus since me n him got together.
lurve him to bits!
i luving him more every sec.
hehe..
i miss my secondary skewl frewns.gee.blame myself fer not having a gd time mangement.
on sats its either i stay at hm or when i can go out i will always go out wif him.but the usual case is i always stay at hm on sat as im olwaes grounded.
gee..
i dun understad y my parents r like dat.fer goodness sake im 18 oredi!!
arhhh...
nvm...
well.
gtg fer now..
publish a new post tmr.
chao!!
ilovehim!!